Saturday, July 14, 2012

It's been a good long while

Hello, my random cyber space friends. I've haven't posted in ages and I'm sorry.

Not a lot has happened. For a long time, I felt the same as I had posted last time. Depressed and defeated. I figured it was the Implanon because I just couldn't get myself to be happy and it sucked! I have contemplated getting Implanon removed for so long. I go back and forth to this day. But, I still have it. Every time I convinced myself this is the last straw, I somehow talk myself out of it.

I do think my libido has taken a downturn, but not so terribly that it ruins my life. Granted, still single.

My hair is intact. I weigh more than I'd like to and it's a struggle to lose it, which is unusual. Perhaps its the bc, perhaps it's because I night binge. Maybe both. I have no acne and no periods. So, I'm keeping that sucker in. I'm scared to death of not being on bc, so I gotta stick this one out. Maybe I'll opt for something different next year or maybe I'll ask my neurologist if I can be put on a different medication that doesn't interact with the pill. Until then or until something dire happens, that implant is staying in here.

I'd like to say this is still a success story.

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